Thursday, 12 November 2009

Confidence crisis

I wrote a post the other day, I deleted it shortly afterwards. I wasn't wrong in what I had written, but I was wrong in the way it was written. I could have re written the post upon realising my error, instead I banished it, hung my head in shame, and hid away from the existance of the blog.

See the thing is, I am not a confident blogger. In fact, I wouldn't say I was a confident person as a whole. Appearances can be deceptive though, and I know many people would be confused by my confession.

I talk loudly in lectures, have no shame in shouting about positive comments made about me, and I certainly don't shy away from giving my opinion.

What's not seen though is my tossing and turning in bed, reliving the days events, analysing cringe worthy statements or opinions. Worst of all, me panicking that I may have said something to cause an offence....because I would never mean to. Well unless you pissed me off in which case I like to think you would know about it.

Anyway, I can see this piece is tecnically poor, and as per usual the content is hardly fascinating, but its mine, and I guess that will have to do.

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