What is happening to me?

So in the general way that my brain has a habit of doing at the moment, I completely forgot that I was supposed to be writing this blog. Ha!

Normally as the days pass, I think of all these fascinating things to write about in my blog (they generally never materialise), but since the last post, I have had no thoughts, or even a general consideration that I should have thoughts. Mmmm weird!

But it's not just the blog. Oh no. I have a tutorial tomorrow for which I haven't done a single bit of preparation. I have another one next week which is also distinctly lacking any thought. What is happening to me?

My house however has been cleaned every day recently. We have visited the new baby in the family. I have made trips to town, written all my Christmas cards, and have even given routine to the trips to the supermarket....oh yeah and Tuesday is baking day. Oh...I actually need help!

Still being positive

Being positive works, it really does. Well as long as you keep your pregnancy hormones in check it works.

I have had such a random week, its hard to know what to disect really. Many a time I have thought, oh yes, blog that, but just didn't get round to it, which isn't on really. I know, I know, two followers...cos they're hanging on my every word, but that is not the point. I have to do a blog for the assignment, but more importantly than that, I have started, so I really should do it properly.

That is one of the topics that has been a blog consideration. My control freak nature. Not that I labelled myself as that, oh no, just the neighbour, some random friends and a tutor. Like hello, tell a control freak they are just that, and what do you get, a control freak covering up their control freak behaivour by controlling their outward appearance.

I haven't quite mastered that part. Today I was told I had done enough of some uni work, and I was to basically walk away until after Christmas, yeah right, like that will happen. I have to say I successfully nodded my head and agreed. The next tutorial though I was worn out and got hassled that I didn't seem as content with the feedback as I really should be. Well I was restless. I ran out and promptly rang a friend to do a general blurt of nonsense. It worked. Well, I felt better at any least.

How does any of this relate to being positive? Well, I have almost finished a law essay I have been working on, it just clicked overnight. The Eisteddfod project is well on track, I am so impressed by our progress. Today I have written the most fantastic short story even if I do say so myself....oh yeah, and the script is finally ready to be sent out and about to see if there are any takers.

I also think I have managed this week to not insult anyone.

So does being positive work? Absolutely.